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Originally posted by Ramakrishna
I don't like your answer much, kami, because my meditation is the best part of my day. When I'm not meditating I'm wishing I were. I pull myself into meditative states throughout the day... Or I get pulled into them? Little bit a both most likely. But I know you are right. How do I self pace? What to cut out? I just don't know. Maybe Thokar completely. But then I think of its benefits and I cannot! It is the same for all the techniques in my practice.
What would you recommend cutting back/out?
Sorry for the wrong answer Ramakrishna![:p]
Please remember that cutting/scaling back is
temporary, and goes along with the flow of openings and discomfort of overdoing in AYP - certainly not an etched-in-stone doctrine. Yes, I would recommend stopping Thokor,
and samyama for just a few days and see how you do. Thokor caused similar issues for me - a constant state of unmotivation, spaciness and being drawn inward to a point where I could not function. It could be the same for you... Only you can know (with experimenting and tweaking) what combination of practices at any given time will keep you in a state of balance where bhakti continues to flow, you are happy and joyful in daily life, and openings happen regularly..
Once there is return of these things, try adding back the practices
one at a time and in a very measured fashion..
Much love.
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