Namaste friends
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Just wondering if anyone has had to pace their practices for the sake of others around them. I'm at a point right now where Life is forcing me to downsize my practice routine in order to help mitigate some overload symptoms in my daughter.
Over the course of the last 6 months of 2011 I gradually ramped up my practices so that it included 10 minutes of samyama and 1 minute of root to crown bastrika at the end. I wasn't noticing any adverse effects at all (for several months), in fact quite the opposite, until the beginning of 2012 when something shifted in my household and Amrita started showing signs of kundalini overload. It took us a while (and quite a bit of trial and error) to figure out exactly what what was causing what, but we've narrowed things down to a point where we are 99.9% sure that the increase in energy caused by the increase in practices was resulting in negative kundalini symptoms for Amrita (and my wife, and our dogs too.... the most severe symptoms were experienced by Amrita though).
At the beginning of 2012 Amrita started to develop what looked like exzema on the underside of her arms. It was a red, bumpy rash that seemed to come and go (pretty dramatically) even over the course of a single day. This rash spread from her arms down the sides of her body, and then around to her stomach and down/inbetween her legs. We tried all sorts of home remedies to cure this.... store bought exzema creams, home made exzema creams, cutting foods from her diet, changing detergents, using no detergent, using disposable diapers instead of cloth diapers, etc etc etc. We tried just about everything we could think of. Eventually the rash would seem to get better after she slept at night and it wasn't really that bad during the day, but by the time dinner rolled around it was in full flare up again and would stay for the rest of the evening. We were able to deduce (through more trial and error) that the rash got worse after I arrived home from work and had my afternoon practice.
Anyway, neither my wife nor I really thought that it was a realistic possibility that the rash was caused by Amrita picking up on the increase in kundalini energy in the house, although the thought had crossed both our minds at least a few times. But, the rash continued to get worse and nothing we were trying was helping much at all (and we weren't willing to go to a western doctor as we knew they would just give us a steroid cream which we weren't interested in using). Eventually things got bad enough that Deanna took Amrita to a naturopath (I couldn't go as I had to work). Anyway, the naturopath basically called it right away (without Deanna giving much background info), asking if we were involved in kundalini stimulating meditations of any kind as she felt that Amrita was pulling in excessive kundalini energy and this was what was causing the rash. The naturopath gave us a tincture (Solum Aesculus) which we began using that day, and it cleared the rash up within hours.
So, since then I have cut back on my practices considerably (no samyama and no bastrika) and this seems to have balanced everything out for everyone. The whole house is more stable and grounded, Amrita's rash is gone, she's sleeping better and she's much happier in general (we all are actually). So I'm wondering if anyone else out there in AYP Land has noticed that others in their household will overload when they overdo (even just a little) their practices.
Love!
Carson
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P.S. One last note. Through this whole episode it's become increasingly clear that I have been overloading for months and just been either unable or unwilling to see it. It seems to me that "overload" can really evolve over time... it becomes subtler and subtler and harder to (want to) recognize. Before, overload would show up as headaches, physical pain, uncontrollable irritation etc etc... now, overload shows up in much more subtle ways. In fact, the overload can be so subtle sometimes that it's really challenging to even put a finger on exactly what the symptoms are. But, in hindsight, it's obvious that I've been overloading. Wondering if others have also noticed that, over time, overload shows up in increasingly subtle and hard to pinpoint ways.