I have not meditated for a couple of weeks now. Maybe even 3 or 4.
I was going well, too, was noticing some conductivity in that the perineum / 3rd eye seemed to be making a subtle connection.
The reason I stopped is that outer conditions got very upsetting. I didn't bother meditating because I knew that I would just sit there and worry through it. Also I used meditation time to try and solve the problem.
Has anyone got a mental trick to overcome this next time it crops up?
I'm pretty good at being unattached and non-dramatic, but this was a major disturbance, and my ex husband with whom I have two children is going to give me an opportunity to practise this again, I just know it.
Yes, I did "Byron Katie" it, and while I can be completely OK with him being himself, I cannot be OK with the chaos he can make in my life. Or can he? I have learnt some practical details lately that may create some useful boundaries. But in the meantime, how have people successfully kept up a meaningful practise when something in your world seems very wrong and threatening, when you are actually being abused???