Ok.. Ananda..
that could be one cause..
coz it really happened since the pranayama stuff..quite suddenly,
and since then, stable weight, with 1 kilo + or - whenever i skip a meal (not by will! but bad timing).
So, will eat all the good fats possible! and anyway,
soon, i'll be solicitating all my muscles: will do dynamic meditation for 2 weeks at Osho's ashram + other physical activities..
i just came back from Mahashivarathri now.. much earlier than expected..
Simply felt "i'm not at the right place"..
a little voice inside is telling me that soon i'll drop all the yoga practices i've been doing for 5 years now..
they served me.. served me well!
but there's this voice that tells me this path is not for me anymore..
need some "fluent" kinds of techniques.. more feminine..
dono how to express it in a better way..
Will see it more clearly once in India.
Meanwhile, eating....eating as much as i can eat!
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