hey Alvin, how's it goin'? yes, i guess i'm lucky[:p] i don't think it's all that rare, is it? within a couple weeks i was erect to the top of the pharynx and exploring the clefts in the rocks (nasal passages). i've backed off some now and mostly just sit up there resting against the septum like it's home. it's like a little space that the attention gets whisked away into. that's what i feel anyway. i'd suggest maybe taking it easy on yourself and let it unfold as you apply your efforts with patience. i don't know, but maybe that will help things fall into place. but really, you're the master of your reality and will do what you must. i admire your passion. peace and love, alan