Good Morning
Brother Kirtanman.....
http://www.aypsite.com/plus/forum/topic.asp?whichpage=1&TOPIC_ID=5843#52858 quote:
Originally posted by Kirtanman
.... I'm not sure exactly what we're doin' here .... but it sure seems like fun .... so hey ... count me in!!
Haha...I started this thread because sometimes I hit a milestone but have difficulty (or no desire) sharing (to share) the words surrounding that milestone.
Yesterday I had a moment of clarity like I have never experienced before......while reading a chapter in the Law of One about the "Higher Self" and how this aspect creates opportunities for us to learn lessons (over and over again if necessary) and puts situations and people in our path that will be exactly what we need in hindsight in order to get to a point of Realization. I realized with a degree of clarity like never before, looking back on my life, every single circumstance I have been in/through was necessary for me to be where I am today....all the difficulties I have gone through; growing up in a religiously intolerant home, having to support myself as a teenager, being a musician for several years, being addicted to drugs, having a relationship that ripped me apart, getting married to the woman I am married to, finding AYP etc etc etc....all these things were absolutely necessary for me to arrive at this point right now....and there is nowhere else I should be. I am where I need to be, and without my previous life experiences this would not be so. Realizing this yesterday also gave me a peace I have never had before. An inner peace that allows me to surrender to what Is to a degree I had not yet done. I don't have to worry about the future....the future will work out just as the past has. Everything that needs to happen in order for me to realize my True Nature through experience, will happen. It's a guarantee. It could be no other way. So now it really is "Party Time!".... I can let go of desiring any specific outcome, because the only outcome I desire, liberation in this lifetime, will happen without an extraneous effort on my behalf. I can let go, continue to practice, and all will be as it Is....and that is perfect. The perfect balance between knowing and unknowing. I can truly let go now.
Love,
Carson[^]