welcome crouch55! i think the more integrated and aligned our life becomes the more connected we feel spiritually (for me anyhow). i feel the more i can surrender outcomes and rather focus on the integrity of the processes in my life the more spiritually connected i am. i feel that chasing after outcomes often has me living out of alignment and integrity. when i mean integrated and aligned for me it means: what type of people do i choose to have in my life, how am i finding balance between career and personal life, how can all these different things: sadhana, work, home life, food, self-care, money, friends, etc. all be channeled to serve God/Divine/Higher Self? ......that's actually really all i want: to live a life where all the aspects of my life can be just ways to connect and serve God. so thanks for your question crouch55, it helped me get some perspective too! blessings to you!