Hi YIL,
I'm already blessed to have met 3 guides..
- Sadhguru Jaggi Vasudev, still present in the body.
He initiated me to the yoga techniques I'm practising everyday..Deep gratitude for this gift, although my heart doesn't 'vibrate' to Him as 'my guru'. But I have deep gratitude and respect for Him.
- Osho...here, although He's left the body, He IS HERE..
in every word, and between the lines.. here it's a love affair for me
.. I can't see Him as a guru..or a person.. rather the echo of the truth I feel in my inner core.. and there is a strong attraction to his grace and fragrance.. that's why, to me, it's a meeting every now. Each time my heart is in tune with Him, it's a merging.. Just Love Him.
- Maryam Nour: my actual guide.. an enlightened woman who opened my eyes 5 years ago through her TV show.. and who is guiding me and initiating me everyday now.. I'm simply in love with her, and there is true attraction like you would be attracted to your Lover. It's a kind of Erotic attraction but on a higher plane. I'm still looking forward to the ultimate merging, and She's opened her door. It's just that I have fear and I don't feel ready yet. But soon I will..! Thanks to her light, I had my latest deep experiences. She's an Osho Lover too, a friend, a sister, a living inspiration..
Like Osho, I can't really grasp her as a person, rather a quality of divine energy.. she's a channel to what I'm thirsty for..
So to sum up: in those 3 guides, in fact, the common guide is the same divine taste I'm seeking.. this is my true guide.. Those 3 enlightened beings are nothing but the opportunity to get in touch with the divine in a vibrant and instant way.. In that sense I'm an opportunist