Ether
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I'm one of those dumb westerners who is only fluent in one language.
Good! There is - in reality - only one language anyway. Go ahead with your fluency![
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So which meaning is the main sound you hear? tonika or fundamental?
Fundamental. The tone I hear is an F. (Or rather.....it is not a plain F.....it is a
full sound. It is coming, coming, coming...I can't explain it in words....)
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But what I am really getting at is I wonder if you might be hearing the AUM sound? It is the sound from God from which all creation comes ("In the beginning was the word").
Ether....I don't know. But let me tell you something awsome:
I didn't see your reply above (which you posted on the 26th) until today (march 1th). That is strange, considering I have checked for new posts every day since I got back from the mountains.
Well - yesterday something happened. The sound became completely audible (like the episodes I told you about in the mornings in bed - the lovefeeling in my chest). It now matters not whether there are other sounds (ordinary sounds)in the room. The vibrating F permeats through them. Thinking back, I am sure this started with an ecstatic experience I had up in the mountains this week.
This morning, something else happened. I woke up to the sound. It was completely clear that it originates in my heart chakra. The source of it finds a portal there. I feel it radiating from a glow in my spine. It extends outwards, backwards, downwards and upwards (or : front, back, top, bottom).
Another thing: If I sing it (on an m); when I stop the singing - the room reverbates with the sound. It is.....oh, I can't explain...
I tried to meditate with a mantra this morning. It was impossible - completely out of place....it felt meaningless and superficial. The sound wants me to hear it. So I relaxed...and let myself be embraced by it. This immediately results in ecstacy. I have a question for Yogani here:
There is no limit now to how high I can go with this sound. But I am a little hesitant....if I let go all the way; will I harm myself? Am I ready for this, or should I still only do 10 min meditation and 5 min pranayama (I love pranayama). And should I "hold back" while meditating?
Also: Since the sound is there all the time: how to self-pace?
The way I perceive it, this sound affects three centers primarily: The heart, the third eye and the navel (and also chakra no 2). I have a feeling that if I can manage to rest in the heart while I listen to it, no harm will be done. The reason I feel this is that since the sound became audible, the pressure in my head has changed. I now have an...edge....no, a barrier right where the spinal flow forks into two. This...juncture...now takes all the pressure. It is as if it vacuums to itself all of the energy. It is not at all painful. Just....hard. At the same time my whole spine is glowing...everything is ok there.
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My SRF lessons tell me each chakra has a sound
What is SRF lessons? If each chakra has a sound, what is the F equivalent to?
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if you hear the AUM sound you don't need to hear anything else, as it is the source.
I don't know if it is the AUM sound (then again, I am an illitarate on this); but maybe this is why I had trouble with the mantra (I am)?
Another thing: Last year I recorded I peice by Knut Nystedt (Norwegian choir composer). The CD was released this spring (Immortal Nystedt (2L)) The peice was: "In the beginning was the word"[
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Ether! I think it is great (grace) that I didn't read your post until after this happened. This way I was completely unbiased.
Thank you!
May all your Nows be Here