Hi Jim
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BUT....my reason for concern remain, in terms of those reading along. It's my suggestion that those who are not in the latter stages of this practice (including me and anyone else who doesn't have oceans of creamy silence, awakened kundalini, etc), not pick up on this. Please reread Yogani's injunctions about involving the crown in all this
I am sorry if I have created confusion. This is the last thing I want! If you can misunderstand my post, then so can anyone else - I take that to heart
So. First of all; thank you for responding the way you do.
Let me clarify my post:
You wrote:
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Katrine's chosen to work very fast, and, according to her postings, she's suffering the classic consequences (pitta overload, energy imbalance, crown discomfort, skin stuff, feeling of over-intoxication). Plus, she came in here at a pretty good level of purification (20 years of meditation) to begin with.
Actually - I have not chosen to work fast; no more than I chose to have cancer 10 years ago. The consequences I suffer is not my "doing". It is important you understand this, Jim. What I am faced with, is a strong Kundalini that seems to have its own will. I self-pace the best way I can.
As for the crown:
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I don't think about it. I don't "go there." I establish a pathway to ajna, and whatever else happens is out of my control and I don't think about it
I don't think about either. I don't "go there" either. I also establish a pathway to Ajna. And yes -
whatever else happens is out of my control and I don't think about it. However - I see what I see. Thinking and seeing are two different things. I cannot help what I see. I cannot "close an eye that does not have an eyelid". I have tried to force control - to "not look". It gets worse.
It is also a fact that stopping meditation all together (when I
self pace I do 5 min twice a day - with 2 min of Pranayama) makes the surges to the crown happen more often. It seems that a tiny bit of Pranayama, and a little bit of meditation is necessary in order for me to not crash. I would be thankful if Yogani would say something about this.....
You wrote:
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If you start getting all bubbly at the crown, just do a nice sambavi and reestablish that connection. And trust that the crown is being indirectly nourished. Again, I take that on faith.
I do to. This is exactly my approach. Yet - our experiences differ.
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If you're at her point AND willing to risk consequences, that's a choice that can be made
Truthfully - I have never evaluated "where my point is". I have no idea of being "advanced". I find myself in a constant "buzz" - and I do my best to get through it. According to AYP - this can happen.
To sum up:
I don't do crown work. I go the slowest I can. This post was not at all ment as "how to experiement with the crown". I can see how it could look that way, though, and I am very sorry for the confusion I created.
Thanks to Jim; I hope it is now clarified.
Got to go....
May all your Nows be Here