Hi Anthony,
It's a while since we met in NY, sorry to hear of your recent or present state of being - like everything in life of course - it will pass[
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I will give my input by replying to Brother Neil[
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Now I realize that a "dumb follower" who is happy is better then a person who shuns the world because "no religion is right" I am pointing the finger at myself.
my best
Brother Neil
Yes, I have fallen into this trap often Brother Neil[
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If we put this joy and peace on the "long finger" and procrastinate about it, thinking that if I keep up all these practices that eventually I will get there -WHERE?- to a place where I am peaceful and happy.
How do we do this? - Well I have found and have seen it with many people who meditate that we can be in a state of presence, stillness, inner silence, samadhi or whatever, and still have mental formations that keep us miserable and down. When we are meditating we can be ok but during the day our old conditioning remains and keeps us in a prison.
Replacing old conditioned hapits with new more enlightened ones is part of the process of being happy, in my view.
One trick that I have found works for me is the realisation firstly that the state of presence we can experience during meditation IS US OPENING A DOOR TO TRUE JOY- all we have to do is realise this and allow our busy conditioned minds to acknowledge it and allow it in.
Sometimes, if we are down in ourselves our mind seems to want to hang on to the "downness" and prevent the joy flooding our beings. We can decide to let it in and not be captivated by the drudge and dreariness of our conditioned minds.
I realised this first when I read Tolle's the Power of Now. He brought this home to me and it has been an inspiration to be since. I do however, have to remiind myself of it from time to time, when life decides to throw me a wobbler
So when we feel the presence, also recognise it as JOY, because that's what it is - don't be fooled by your mind telling you otherwise. You don't have to wait untill tomorrow for this, you can experience it right now.
A big mistake people make is that they think enlightenment is some far off state to be attained once we do enough work on ourselves, once we reach certain states.
We have all had states of being joyful. Well take this memory and understand that this is what we access when we are in presence or inner silence.
We tend to dismiss these simple things as being nothing and not the real thing - thinking that the real thing is something far off and that we have to do so much work to "attain" this.
Where the daily practices come in is, firstly in getting in touch with the inner silence and then deepening it and allowing it to reveal itself more throughout the day.
But even after a long time practicing it is still possible to be trapped from time to time,in a negitative state of - thinking ourselves into misery.
It is important to realise that whenever we feel joy out of inner silence - we are experiencing enlightenment just then, and people just don't get this. We are so conditioned to think that enlightenment is something far off that we dismiss the simple experience of joy and then what happens - of course it gets lost.
Instead, if we treat our joy and peace like precious jewels and acknowledge them and nurture and feed them with more presence and inner silence. They will grow from being seeds to being healthy plants in our lives.
All the other things that AYP presents here, including self-inquiry, are part of the unfolding process that allows us to water those seeds of joy and peace and love to the fullest.
If too, out of inner silence we get a hunch to go and help someone or do some charity work - please don't procrastinate - just go and do it, by doing so, you will be watering those seeds of joy in your life.
As the fella said "the only way to truely receive anything is to give it away"
All the best for the New Year
Peace and joy
Louis[
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