I attended a brilliant seminar yesterday with Leonard Jacobssen,
http://www.leonardjacobson.com/ .
He had a trick to get out of the grip of emotions when they get you to belive in them: Exaggerate them! If you are irritated - get more irritated to really allow it. After a while it will dissolve and go into laughter when you can't help watching what the feeling is doing with you when you believe it. It helps you get a distance to it.
He also said something very important, which was a great key for me:
If you learn to cultivate the stillness - fine! You can get excellent in finding a thoughtless state in meditation and perhaps in daily life. But that alone will not do the trick. You will have learned to become a cow.
Beautiful. But if you don't know your ego, your mind, your thoughts and feelings that is constantly doing its best to drag you out of presence, you are always gonna flip flop in and out of the stillness. They gonna catch you easily. One key is to cultivate stillness. The other key is to get to know who you have become by conditioning, and you have to become the master over the influences from the body/mind. Not mastery by any kind of force. By knowledge. )In order to be a master, you have to learn about ALL your bagage, all suppressed feelings have to be allowed and known. All judgements you have must be seen and understood. So he talked a lot about the importance of letting all feelings surface, in a responsible way.
And that is the link to NVC. NVC is a method to train to discover your own feelings and then take responsability for them and communicate them in a responsible way. That is my big insight. Stillness is working on development by default. But there is no escape from seeing and living all your feelings. They do not disappear. They are human life. And we are supposed to enjoy them. I guess I will when I can let them pass through without stories.
Interestingly, he also said exactly what I wrote above: You have to at least CONFESS your feelings. If not to someone else, to GOD, to your self, or your higher self. Don't lie to yourself at least. To confess anger, jealousy, greed, everything, you get immediate tension reduction and can more easy come back to stillness.