edyych
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Posted - Feb 14 2016 : 6:03:05 PM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
to avoid such cases, we need to pre-occupy our minds all the time, positively...depression leads to this you know.
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MrCuddly
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Posted - Aug 02 2016 : 11:25:59 PM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
quote:
Originally posted by edyych
to avoid such cases, we need to pre-occupy our minds all the time, positively...depression leads to this you know.
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JR8036
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Posted - Aug 03 2016 : 07:20:39 AM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
I had a brother that died in a car wreck when I was 16. So I know exactly how you feel. All of my love goes towards you bodhi for a brighter future.
Just like I would like to think I am over my past. I am sure that I am not. I am sure I have blockages left just for those reasons and that was well over 15 years ago!
I forgot to mention that back then I was flirting with a girl so bad she wanted it. Then one day she send down the rumor mill that she liked me. I decided i was going to go farther with her when I saw her. Little did I know she got killed the same night when I heard she liked me. So yea I was seriously disappointed.
Just thought I would throw that bit in about me.
Edited by - JR8036 on Aug 03 2016 07:47:15 AM
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sunyata
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Posted - Aug 03 2016 : 08:22:58 AM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
quote:
Originally posted by JR8036
I had a brother that died in a car wreck when I was 16. So I know exactly how you feel. All of my love goes towards you bodhi for a brighter future.
Just like I would like to think I am over my past. I am sure that I am not. I am sure I have blockages left just for those reasons and that was well over 15 years ago!
I forgot to mention that back then I was flirting with a girl so bad she wanted it. Then one day she send down the rumor mill that she liked me. I decided i was going to go farther with her when I saw her. Little did I know she got killed the same night when I heard she liked me. So yea I was seriously disappointed.
Just thought I would throw that bit in about me.
JR,
You are correct-Anything that has not been let go/processed will be brought up to be dissolved in the light of awareness.
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JR8036
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Posted - Aug 03 2016 : 08:44:40 AM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
So, the reason it keeps coming up is I need to let go of it. The bad part is I feel responsible for her even though it was almost 20 years ago now.
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sunyata
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Posted - Aug 03 2016 : 09:19:09 AM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
Letting go intellectually will not clear the blockages. Feeling it in awareness and as awareness heals all.
With daily practices, this field is accessed and lived from and lived as. In the meantime be easy on yourself.
Edited by - sunyata on Aug 03 2016 09:27:43 AM
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lalow33
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Posted - Aug 03 2016 : 11:59:39 AM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
Trying to let go and actually letting go are different things. I hear what sunyata is saying. I just find when I'm clear, my body doesn't really have all those blocks. When I'm not, gosh, I'm blockey mcblockington. I'm so sure about the reality of blocks.
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Charliedog
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Posted - Aug 03 2016 : 12:39:13 PM Show Profile Email Poster Visit Charliedog's Homepage Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
Quote Bodhi Tree
quote:
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change
The courage to change the things I can
And the wisdom to know the difference
When starting a daily practice ( or before) we become more aware of blockages built up during life. Felt in the body and/or emotional. This could be confronting, not easy to handle. To have a prayer or affirmation like Bodhi mentioned for those moments is useful.
To 'sit' in awareness with the emotions, to 'embrace' the emotions is the way to let them go, this is not an overnight happening. It becomes possible to transform the feelings of guilt into love for ourselves. It takes time and daily practice. We become literally lighter.
Edited by - Charliedog on Aug 03 2016 12:50:57 PM
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lalow33
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Hi Charliedog,
I think Bodhi wrote that as a comfort to me. Some of us(me) can not maintain awareness during these emotions. Yes, it's a long process from one perspective, but when you are really present, I just don't see blockages or any need to change anything. Does this make sense?
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Charliedog
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Hi Lalow,
Yes this makes sense, for me a prayer has helped me in times where I was more in the emotional states and not aware of how it works in me.
If we can be aware in the present moment all is at it is, pure and clear, still I love to use a prayer after my practice and maybe it can be useful to someone else too.
Edited by - Charliedog on Aug 03 2016 2:42:43 PM
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sunyata
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Posted - Aug 03 2016 : 2:57:40 PM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
quote:
Originally posted by lalow33
Trying to let go and actually letting go are different things. I hear what sunyata is saying. I just find when I'm clear, my body doesn't really have all those blocks. When I'm not, gosh, I'm blockey mcblockington. I'm so sure about the reality of blocks.
I can relate Lalow. Few years back when I was going through the highs and lows. I would notice this pattern. Some days/weeks I was soaring high light as a feather and then other days dense and heavy.
During the dense and heavy days, I would chant mantras to get through.
With continued practice, the need to chant mantras have diminished. As the presence has increased, the space to just be with whatever is coming up has become available.
I'm not perfect but there is progress.
Edited by - sunyata on Aug 03 2016 8:53:49 PM
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JR8036
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Posted - Aug 03 2016 : 4:24:30 PM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
Sunyata,
That is pretty much what I am going through right now. Some days are really great and others are really horrible like today.
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sunyata
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Posted - Aug 03 2016 : 8:54:52 PM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
JR,
It will get better. Just follow all the advice that you have received in the forums.
Bodhi Tree
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quote:
Originally posted by lalow33
When I'm not, gosh, I'm blockey mcblockington.
This makes my night. Deep, humorous resonance and laughter here in the north Georgia mountains (I'm up here staying with my grandparents for a short vacation). Thank you, Lalow.
When I push too hard on the accelerator, I'm Fuzzy McFuzzington.
@JR
Keep on truckin', bro. Persistence and consistency pay off. Just like Sunyata and Charliedog said.
I'll quote the rough but lovable poet Charles Bukowski:
"I?m not in a contest with anybody, have no thoughts about immortality, don?t give a damn about it. It?s the ACTION while you?re alive. The gate springing open in the sunlight, the horses plunging through the light, all the jocks, brave little devils in their bright silks, going for it, doing it. The glory is in the motion and the dare. Death be damned. It?s today and today and today. Yes." ?Charles Bukowski
(Now apply that quote to stillness in action. )
Versatility. Resilience. Endurance.
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JR8036
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Bodhi,
I try, I really do. The song that really resonates with me is topguns through the fire and when things get hotter I really want to quit. But, knowing I can't drives me nuts. Just like yesterday work went past were I normally meditate and I was starting not to feel good so I stopped and meditated. Felt better almost instantly after I got done meditating.
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Bodhi Tree
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Nice, JR! You're on track!
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JR8036
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Posted - Aug 04 2016 : 5:57:28 PM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
Why do you guys keep saying I am on track? This is not the first time I heard that.