Thank you Dave, Yogani, emc, Shanti, Kyman, Snake, Andrew, Kirtanman, Balance and Snake for your great replies.
Dave said:
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Actually I find the self inquiry is automatic whether in meditation or not.Simply practicing leads us to where we need to be and over-emphasising on any aspect can be counter productive.When one has issues arise in meditation it is considered to be the cleansing times and I find the issues slowly dissolve away on their own if left alone.Favouring the mantra and simply being is enough in my expereince.
L&L
Dave
Personally Dave, I also find this to be true to a certain extent. There are areas in my life however which I find myself getting stuck, and find myself in denial. Perhaps it would all eventually get resolved through meditation but self enquiry has opened up my awareness a lot over the years.
Katie's approach "the work" is a bit different to what I am used to. Normally I would consider every reaction to someone or something as a projection and allow the feeling to transmute in meditation.
Katie (according to my understanding) adds the dimension of Mind and Thoughts as the forunner of all these feelings and projections and it seems to make it more effective. If we question the thoughts and their validity the rest should follow.
As an example:
I was cooking a meal last night and the kitchen was in a mess. Although I had done about eighty per cent of the clearing, it was still in a mess.
When my wife came in she said - that's an awful mess, you'll have to clear it up.
Normally that would get an angry reaction in me, and I would go about processing the anger and owning it, because after all I was in the process of cleaning and had actually done most of it.
But last night I found myself automatically asking "is it true" that the kitchen is in a mess? The answer was Yes, and so I said. Yes it is in a mess, I'm cleaning it now.
It was the simple acceptance of what she was saying as being true, which it was, that unlocked the whole thing for me and the beginnings of the anger just dissapeared.
She smiled and passed through - hey presto - good ol Katie.
Just a simple example but it showed me the effectiveness of Katie's approach.
I am currently working on feelings of dissapointment, which started out with my idea of someone being dissapointed with me. Doing work on this however and just asking the question "is it true" and sitting with it, is bringing it to deeper and deeper levels. I get a pain in the gut and as I sit with it the pain travels to different locations in my body as the silence eats through it.
It seems to be very deep however because I have to revisit it over and over - is this normal?
So what I have been doing is using "the work" separately from the AYP practices. This does not seem to present a self pacing issue. Perhaps the reason is that the process of self enquiry is releasing blocks and therefore no build up occurs.
Andrew said:
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Not sure if you are seeing this as distracting or undesirable while meditating, but to me this is when meditating is really doing its work. You have a big issue and you are letting it go, hence coming back to the mantra as you notice your mind wandering into the thought helps you release the latent emotional energies attached to it. I see it as a positive in a meditation when this happens as I feel I am really letting things go.Not sure if you are seeing this as distracting or undesirable while meditating, but to me this is when meditating is really doing its work. You have a big issue and you are letting it go, hence coming back to the mantra as you notice your mind wandering into the thought helps you release the latent emotional energies attached to it. I see it as a positive in a meditation when this happens as I feel I am really letting things go.
No Andrew I don't see it as distracting or undesireable. Like you I think it is beneficial. I suppose my point was that I am inadvertantly doing "the work" during the meditation but as soon as I realise this I will return to the mantra.
So I suppose this was the kernal of my question - do I indulge myself in allowing the work to happen at the sacrifice of using the mantra during meditation - clearly the answer is no.
Shanti said:
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After awhile.. you dont even have to ask the 4 questions and turn it around.. it becomes sort of a natural way of thinking. And with Samyama and picking a question/ a problem/ a thought/ a feeling and letting go.. becomes very natural too.. and a part of your every day life.. without really making an effort or doing it consciously. And.. you even get over the phase when you are at awe of the whole thing.. and wonder how could life be any other way:).
Sound wonderful Shweta, I look forward to such effortless effort
Yogani said:
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It will be "research," as any sutra addition in samyama practice is, including adding sutras from Patanjali listed in the appendix. It is suggested that such research be undertaken in systematic steps as discussed in the Samyama book. The most important aspect of samyama practice (and any yoga practice) is a stable routine maintained over the long term, so switching things around often in our daily samyama routine is not recommended.
Yes, this is the kind of thing I was looking for Yogani, thank you.
In the above example on "dissapointment" I presume I would add just the word "dissapointment" as a sutra and allow the silence to do the rest. At least this is my understanding from reading the samyama book.?
Thank again
Louis