Hi Christi,
I consider J. Krishnamurti my first professor of spirituality. I was seduced by his intellectual prowess, his command of language, and his ability to discuss subjects ranging from education of children, what occupations we should pursue, political situations to the silence between words.
Not familiar with other spiritual teachers, the most important part of discovering Krishnamurti was that for once I could say, this man is speaking from a level of consciousness inhabited by few others. Exploring his work, I couldn't deny the excitement that would be stirring deep with in me and prodding me to exclaim that there is more to life than what I see in our society at large or my life in the personal.
The problem I had was that as inspirational as reading Krishnamurti was, the teachings or non teachings were not able to penetrate my mind or better yet were speaking to my mind. Of course, this has more to do with the state of my mind rather than the teachings. I needed something firmer, something tangible, something that would help me deal with psychological baggage, lack of energy, and bring a sense of calm to the chaos raging in my mind that for all purposes I was completely identified with.
I remember saying Krishnamurti's got it but how do I get it? Ofcourse truth is so much simpler and complicated than that.
I remember stumbling around and don't remember how exactly I found Yogani but I thank my lucky stars every day for this discovery. There is also the strong possiblity that the bhakti catalyzed by krishnamurti is what brought me to Ayp and thus I discount no teacher, however abstract in their teachings.
I remember going through the deep meditation book, and something told the skeptic in me to just shut up. I think it was Yogani's calm, reasoned presentation that balanced equally the fruits of the practice in daily and spiritual life and also gave me a good understanding of what this enlightenment thing was. Just thinking back to this past year can bring me to tears. I can't scarcely imagine what the future holds.
J. Krishnamurti, Adyashanti, Nisargadatta, Ramana, and plenty others whom I have not had the chance to scratch the surface of are inspirational and speaking from the truth. I just happen to think that It would serve most people well to establish a routine in a system like ayp and then or concurrently read/explore the work of these masters. The truth is always the truth but can be interpreted so differently even by the same person along the path of purification and silence.
Ofcourse nothing new in this post but felt that people reading shouldn't get the idea that one teacher is right or wrong or even right or wrong for them. There seems to be a time for all teachings and like many have said, all the paths lead back to home, even the ones that fervently contend that we are already home.
love, light, and peace to all.
p.s Katrine, if you want, I will happily mail you some krishnamurti books. They are overflowing with wisdom. He truly was a intellectual giant and maybe we are not ready to completely understand or appreciate his work yet. I think ayp and other similar scientific systems will help us get there.