what do you have? i might want some.
i really enjoy the combination of sadhana and herbs
"There were periods where I didn't eat and I only smoked ness
oh sacred ness! how you have brought me through the days
and smoothened tribulations, and indeed have revealed to me the true nature of life
in ecstasies upon ecstasies which seem to be your language
with you, I was married to the woodlands and the unseen world, the secrets of existence
and the harmony of all things, you have a changing spirit
and I would flow with you, through time, with Flo, and with my people
the people of Wanti, and those of Earth, and indeed all the world, we come to you and we bask in your vibration, we burn your remnants, and take in the essence of your divine processes, and spirit changes once more, in the magical land of stonedness
where the fairies are near, were there is truth, uncovered
it is there that I travel, and there within the plant world where is my true home
the world most of my brothers and sisters inhabit is one of sadness
let the brightness of the plants and the fairies enlighten all of the natural ways of living, at this reading their spirit is near and guiding in manyy ways, ever changing
they are like Wanti itself, which is the shapeshiftingg ecstasy
from which even our blossoms are derived. I walk about and I smile, knowing this world is the harmony that is mysterious unseen, and trustworthy, hark, for like the night of the soul, when there is no more, even this is the receding of the way which delivered this truth into the heart and through the body, and all creation, revealing the mosaic sand and soil of this world, first I thought I was a seed, I longed to enter again, now I see I am a shrub and little herbs are my friends, travelling, meditating and healing, abiding in non-doing, aigy sayings, and wonderings of what to say,
we stumbled upon a great ecstasy, and nirvana vogodie
through which communication seemed itself to be within one being, one I, through which all found stead
though in itself and inherent honesty, rushing the worlds came to fruition and burst into eternity
from which I spring now, again, know I am the plant and the seed in the wind, searching for ground
...and the deer who eats the leaf!
I am the moon and the sun, and none of these things, all in ignorance. ignorance is knowledge where there is nothing to know
yet moving on, through out, all is forgotten, again and again, I return here, the current of Awadwan
bestowing and retrieving these gifts and elements which fill my soul which wanders as nothing, a ghost
I cannot deny it is within myself, they insist it is the way, I go there, sinking deeper into grooves, in the beauty
in the joy so heavy this fall seems weightless the only means to explain like a feather
yet all goes this way, and there is no uncertainty, for even before thought, thought which is their insistence, this thing which brings me to my brother and my sister, yet within it something truer, healing, not through doing, not through not doing, those moments that have entered my soul, and within the all the wisdom of being and all experience were revealed.. i could not say them, for long I thought I could not remember but now, is time a miracle? in this regard? a drama or a poem.."
