To stay put in the eye

[Katrine]

Hi Shanti

 

quote:The experience I had was one of spontaneous crown opening followed by the experience of the inside and outside being the same.. the same awareness.. at first we go inwards to find the silence, the awareness.. but it is everywhere.. in every form and non-form.

Yes. This is clear. When quiet....when with stillness...I never feel a difference between inside and outside. The whole issue is gone. The chuckling presence is absolutely all over the place. I am everywhere.......everything is perceived as the same presence.....And the body is only slightly more familiar than that of the person standing next to me. Only in that sence is it "my" body.
There is already energy streaming out of and into the crown, I guess, or else this perception would not be so clear.

But I still feel an inner pull to spread specifically....as if there is a hidden design that can only come fully into function when acted upon. I have pondered this issue today.....The ache is a yearning to serve (perhaps this is a more accurate term than "giving") And I am not sure that this ache....the pull to serve.....is something that should be relieved in any other way than just that: Serving.

See.....the prime desire is not relief of the ache. The prime desire is the specific serving.

But the "letting it out of the crown" is something I will continue to chew, liquify and swallow........I'll report back if I happen to go in that direction....

Thank you, Shweta

[nandhi]

quote:Originally posted by Katrine


Today I drink the world
and what pours in
lands in heart
where it smiles
and radiates back
the preciousness


So....the "stillness that holds the knowing".......this is what I perceive as the real I. Since I am here as a human being....this is the real identity..

This fact is what still needs to be fully drunk......so that the understanding is embodied.

aum

yes, like a new born each moment!

at first- drunk in the bliss of the real and unreal as one that expands to be everything to witness ourselves in the human cage and the essence that is liberated to simple BE.

then- realizing the spirit as the yogic experience that adorns the 'me' 'i' mind that perceives to awaken to purpose to be in the human that is limited to the numbers of breath, the spirit of the breathless and the mind within breath- seeking union through this stillness. this is tapas. this is the tantric 'weaving'-  that which causes the inner fire.

inspired in the knowing, life's journey is a pilgrimage that evolves in having completed its purpose while sustained in the evolved grace of source.

katrine, thank you for sublime words that unfolds these thoughts.

aum

[Katrine]

Nandhi.....that was absolutely beautiful.

Thank you

[nandhi]

aum


katrine, always nice to be 'drunk'![]

gratitude!

[Suryakant]

samsara's a storm

with a hurricane's eye

so stay safe and warm

in that hurricane's I