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Sexual Sublimation Practice Side Effects
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taotanvir
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Posted - Nov 23 2018 :  12:52:18 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Topic  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Message  Delete Topic
So what is happening is that I can cultivate and dissipate a lot of sexual energy for hours at a stretch and my whole body starts to acquire moisture and sweat and what I think is warm chi energy all over the surface of my skin even the legs. But somehow the actual physical semen also shifts in the body from the balls to the bladder I believe as I see it come out in the urine. Now the thing is that I know we cannot transmute the literal seminal fluid we can only sublimate it into energy and at that I am being successful YET I'm losing the actual semen as it is moving to the bladder. The most strange part is that even if I am not close to the point of ejaculation meaning that if I have just become aroused by stroking or thrusting for 2 minutes only even then there is some ejaculate that is rising into the bladder and moving out in my next pee.

Any thoughts?!
Christi
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 Posted - Nov 23 2018 :  07:43:48 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Visit Christi's Homepage  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Taotanvir,

This is a stage in the process of the transformation of sexual fluids and energy into amrita. Once this stage passes, then you will no longer see semen in your urine, as all of the physical fluids will be re-absorbed into the body.

Once the process of automatic vajroli is happening, even slight energetic practices (tantric or otherwise) can cause the process to continue.

It is nothing to worry about. The more dedicated you are with your spiritual practices, especially with Spinal Breathing and Deep Mediatation, the faster you will progress through this stage.

Christi
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Vimala
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 Posted - Nov 23 2018 :  07:51:44 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
At first, it's just your body getting rid of excess fluids when you deliberately produce more of them. But after some conditioning, it becomes the preferred pathway.

Nature arranged things in that way and there's nothing you can do to prevent the waste of sexual fluids apart from not producing them in the first place.
In any case, not to be celibate isn't as bad as certain traditions sometimes say.
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taotanvir
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 Posted - Nov 23 2018 :  09:40:18 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Thanks Christi & Vimala!

However my main worry is that I have rather been practicing tantric sexual cultivation and in that been doing a lot of the holdback method and have mastered the blocking technique by squeezing the pelvic floor muscles NOT by putting hamd pressure. So as per Yogani's Lesson, I have been executing "mechanical vajroli" which just serves the purpose of putting the sexual fluids in the bladder and has no real gain. I have been experiencing traces of frothy white seminal fluid in my urine for more than 6 months now and don't seem to get over this phase whatsoever. I am scared as this is disrupting my peace of mind and also manifesting into pains in the kidney region. Also I haven't been regular with meditation but quite constant with the practice of non ejaculatory pre orgasmic edging and then using the muscle contractions to avoid loss of semen.

If this is the poor man's vajroli I have made a habit of doing. How do I get back on track and STOP these symptoms from occurring once and for all. Christi I know you've already cleared all the arguments that Ive had BUT what I feel is that natural vajroli is not what ever happened to me only mechanical and the holdback or even in yimes of celibacy I am having semen discharge with the urine.

How to deal with this?!
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Vimala
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 Posted - Nov 23 2018 :  10:52:31 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
In my personal experience, the only way to solve this condition is... to stop ALL forms of meditation, sexual practices, pranayama, etc... Do not try to change meditation practices, prayers, etc.. Just stop doing it.

After some time, the body should heal itself.
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Christi
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 Posted - Nov 24 2018 :  07:12:08 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Visit Christi's Homepage  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Tao,

Contracting the pelvic floor muscles is one way of blocking the semen from coming out during orgasm. So, it is effectively the same as blocking using the fingers.

Do remember that blocking is just a stage in the development of tantric sexual practices. It is like having the training wheels on when you are learning to ride a bike. Reaching a stage where you can engage in sexual practice without blocking of any kind, and without ejaculation, is the next stage. That is referred to as "pre-orgasmic sex" in the lessons.

To reach that stage you have to stop "edging" as edging will lead to either ejaculation or blocking eventually.

What you are doing is not harmful, but would be far more useful if you could take it to a higher level. Remember that Tantric sexual practices alone are not a very effective way to attain enlightenment. It is only when they are used in combination with an effective daily spiritual practice, including meditation and pranayama, that they become effective in terms of liberation. And the more powerful the spiritual practices are, the more effective the tantric practices become. So, that is the place to focus.

Christi
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taotanvir
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 Posted - Nov 24 2018 :  08:02:20 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
How can I reach that stage without a daily self-pleasure practice whoch means edging every day. How do I progress from that stage. Pre orgasmic sex without edging. How does one engage in that to move beyond the non ejaculation stage Christi?
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Vimala
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 Posted - Nov 24 2018 :  3:07:25 PM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply

If you continue your edging practices, you'll continue to fill your bladder with semen. Period.
There are no evidences that it's harmful, but if you experience pain in the kidney area (as you wrote), I bet that something isn't right with what you're doing.

The best thing is to stop your edging practices, at least for a while to give your body some time to recover.
Even if you stop the practice, your body will probably (99%) continue to discharge semen in the bladder for a few days: you need to wait until this process stops by itself.

If you stop edging, but you meditate/go in trance/perform pranayama/whatever, your body won't stop to discharge semen in the bladder.

According to Christi, you should be able to progress through this stage with meditation, but in my experience, meditation will just make it worse and worse.
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taotanvir
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 Posted - Nov 25 2018 :  2:13:49 PM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Okay, I understand your point, Vimala.
But I tried leaving my body all alone for a while. A period of 30 days celibacy (no edging nothing not even touching ny penis or anything) YET I still noticed some small traces of whitish frothy substance in the urine all the time. So I HAVE TO AGREE that the body has indeed become habitual or accustomed to that way. Which is why I'm su frustrated and full of angst all the time. I feel like I have literally SELF-DESTRUCTED MY BODY AND PHYSICAL CONFIDENCE and forget about becoming a master at Tantra I am not able to have normal erections any longer in the mornings. My libido has gone down. Before starting the edging/pelvic floor contraction sexual sublimation practices, I had a raging sex drive.

What do you think is the best road to recovery for me Vimala?!
Please find out buddy! I am really stressed out!

Say if I leave all forms of masturbation (edging start/stop even intercourse) basically full celibacy and no meditation or spiritual practices, still the condition wouldn't improve??

I think I have had damage to the kidney/bladder connection area and some prostate issues too. I am only 23!

Please suggest guys!
How do I get back to ejaculating out normally and not retrograding back into the bladder.
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Christi
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 Posted - Nov 25 2018 :  5:38:49 PM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Visit Christi's Homepage  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Taotanvir,

quote:
How can I reach that stage without a daily self-pleasure practice whoch means edging every day. How do I progress from that stage. Pre orgasmic sex without edging. How does one engage in that to move beyond the non ejaculation stage Christi?


The process of automatic vajroli, the nectar cycle and the production of amrita can all happen without any tantric sexual practices at all. Simply the flow of kundalini upward through the body can be enough to bring all of these things about once the subtle neurobiology reaches a certain stage of purity. Tantric sexual practices can be used in addition to these things and can make things happen faster if used correctly.

Pre-orgasmic sex does not need to involve edging and it is advisable not to use edging. It is best to stay away from orgasm and away from anything that could be called a "peak experience". That way the cultivation of pre-orgasmic sexual enegry can be cultivated in a more stable way.

quote:
YET I still noticed some small traces of whitish frothy substance in the urine all the time.


There is nothing wrong with having semen in the urine. It is a natural process that happens to many people. The semen will leave the body with urination. What you are doing is assuming that something is wrong and then looking for a solution, when in fact nothing is wrong. In the higher stages of the path, the seminal fluids are absorbed into the body and so will not appear in the urine.

There is no relationship between experiencing semen in the urine and kidney problems. It is best to see a doctor to get medical advice about the pain you are experiencing in your kidneys to find out what the casue of the problem is.


Christi


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Vimala
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 Posted - Nov 26 2018 :  03:23:21 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
quote:
Originally posted by taotanvir

[...] YET I still noticed some small traces of whitish frothy substance in the urine all the time. So I HAVE TO AGREE that the body has indeed become habitual or accustomed to that way. Which is why I'm su frustrated and full of angst all the time. [...]


Hi,
I understand how you feel: I've been there too.

The first thing is to assess if you have real loss of semen in the urine, before taking measures.
urinary tract conditions: if it appears foamy,turbid, not transparent and you can't see trough the glass. You may have loss of semen in urine (https://usercontent1.hubstatic.com/8455490.jpg)
minor symptoms: urine appears clear an transparent with little withish objects inside (like snowflakes). Consider it a warning. Stop your meditation practices and take a break from sports: if it doesn't progress to the "foamy urine" stage and if it solves by itself in days, it's nothing to worry about.
clear and transparent urine with frothy substance on top. Although it may be an early symptom of some minor physical problem (stress maybe), it doesn't indicate a full discharge of semen in the bladder.


Edited by - Vimala on Nov 29 2018 1:34:39 PM
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taotanvir
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 Posted - Nov 26 2018 :  2:32:45 PM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Thanks Christi & Vimala!

Vimala, I have not tested the urine in a glass but I see bubbles and foam and even froth and cloudiness in the toilet pot at times. And I wonder what could it be apart from semen. It only started happening to me after I got into this holdback masturbatory practice. Used to edge for hours and breathe deep and slow to transmute the sexual arousal into prana rising from the perineum to the spine with intention.
Later much to my horror, I began noticing this discharge of seminal fluids in my pee. I couldn't believe at first, then I thought how after even after sex with a partner there is some of the ejaculate that clears out with the urine. So I didn't bother. Then as I began sexual cultivation on a daily basis by edging and spreading the energy by taking pauses at high arousal and inhaling the built-up energy as in holdback method. When I was doing this regularly without reaching orgasm and staying much ahead of any sort of climax or ejaculation STILL there was seminal fluid shifting to the bladder amd that's when I thought that it has not much to do with your level of arousal or going too far beyond the point of no return BUT it is more about habit and tweaking your plumbing system which had done to myself. Even 2 minutes of self pleasure would end up some sperm in urine although the orgasm is no where close.

So this theory of staying as preorgasmic is possible doesn't really hold true in my case. Well, i will be pleasantly surprised if this turns out to be natural vajroli as the Tantra people describe it to be but then again it's all speculation.

I hope my body has NOT incurred permanent damage and hopefully I still have time to STOP everything and turn things around as I am very fond of sex and consider my sexuality to be sacred. I also plan to have kids in the future with a wife. I hope my libido amd sexual confidence resurfaces as well. For that I will start meditation, pilates, gym and other exercises. Need your blessings!

And I will soon take a clear glass and test my urine out too. Let's see if it fits into any of the conditions you mentioned.

And will also get a prostate and kidney health examination done. The doctors could help.i remember once I told my doctor about having sperm in the urine but he laughed it off and said that it is simply not possible. So that's your two cents of Western Medicine's perspective on Vajroli mudra or Tantra. Lol!

Thank you guys!
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Christi
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 Posted - Nov 27 2018 :  11:38:16 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Visit Christi's Homepage  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Taotanvir,

Blocking either with the fingers or using the muscles at the perrineum will cause semen to rise up into the bladder and then be released with urination. So, there is nothing wrong there. It is perfectly natural and is not a problem.

The process of spiritual transformation that can occur due to practices such as pre-orgasmic sex, can cause the process of vajroli to happen naturally, which will result in semen rising into the bladder and being released with urination. So, there is nothing wrong there either, it is a perfectly natural and healthy process.

The symptoms that you describe- bubbles, foam, froth and cloudiness are all indications of semen in the urine. So, nothing to worry about there either.

With yoga, we are not attempting to prevent sexual fluids from rising into the bladder. We are doing practices that activeley causes it to happen. It is a natural part of the process of energetic awakening and the production of amrita (nectar).

You will still be able to have children if you want them. Don't worry!  And it will also not affect your sexual life.

You may find these lessons useful:

Lesson T30 - Vajroli Mudra


Addition T30.1 - Another Question on Vajroli


Lesson T60 - Natural Vajroli and Whole Body Ecstasy


Addition T60.1 - Training the Man for Cultivation of Ecstatic Natural Vajroli


Lesson T62 - Orgasm, Vajroli and the Nectar Cycle


Lesson T63 - Natural Vajroli and Amaroli


Christi

Vimala
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 Posted - Nov 28 2018 :  03:35:23 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
I agree on the fact that yoga and a lot of meditation methods do indeed generate the phenomenon of semen being drawn into the bladder.

IME and by relying on meditation alone (without sexual practices), the process can easily (and in a very short time) progress to a stage in which the presence of substances in urine is comparable to full retrograde ejaculations.

Far from naturally decrease in quantity, this form of discharge can manifest its toil on the body over time with symptoms that include significant decrease of libido and hairloss.

Considering the fact that the process can be reverted and the body restored to normal functioning, it's possible to see how this natural outcome of meditation is not necessarily a good thing as the symptoms disappear.

Although I cannot claim ultimate knowledge on this matter, I feel it's important for the aspiring yogi to be cautious and consider the possibility that the theory may not manifest positively as expected -at least- in certain cases.
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Christi
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 Posted - Nov 28 2018 :  04:34:24 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Visit Christi's Homepage  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Vimala,

quote:
IME and by relying on meditation alone (without sexual practices), the process can easily (and in a very short time) progress to a stage in which the presence of substances in urine is comparable to full retrograde ejaculations.

Far from naturally decrease in quantity, this form of discharge can manifest its toil on the body over time with symptoms that include significant decrease of libido and hairloss.


If you are experiencing problems with a decrease in libido and hair loss and you are concerned about these things, then you could seek medical advice. There is no known relationship between retrograde ejaculation and either decreased libido or hair loss.

If you are practicing meditation alone and are experiencing the beginning stages of automatic vajroli, with sexual fluids rising into the bladder, but are not experiencing any further progression from there towards the production of amrita in the head, then I would suggest expanding your practice to a more full-scope practice including pranayama, mudras, bandhas, asana practice etc. Meditation provides a good foundation for practice, but as a stand-alone practice it is certainly the slow boat to China and there are many things that we can do to enhance the whole process of spiritual transformation.

Christi
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Vimala
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 Posted - Nov 28 2018 :  05:20:42 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Christi,

quote:
Originally posted by Christi


If you are experiencing problems with a decrease in libido and hair loss and you are concerned about these things, then you could seek medical advice. There is no known relationship between retrograde ejaculation and either decreased libido or hair loss.
[...]


I'm not currently experiencing any of those problems. I'm perfectly fine.

But I experienced them in the past and I found their manifestation to be positively correlated with the physical symptoms of the natural movement of semen into the bladder caused by meditation.
I had to figure out how to stop this process that -once established- has a sort of self-renewing quality.

Although there is no known relationship between retrograde ejaculation and either decreased libido or hair loss, it's known that an excessive sexual activity may have a detrimental effect on health that can manifest with such symptoms.
For example, if you have 6 or more ejaculations every day for months, that may be an issue for your body, depending on your constitution.

Since certain meditation methods dramatically enhance the manifestation of this process, I cannot say that they help to progress through this stage. Pranayamas, mudras and bandhas are even worse.

For example, I can tell now (that I'm perfectly fine, according to my physician) that if I start a regime of DM, I will experience natural vajroli in 3 days. If I add the practice of spinal breathing, I will experience it tonight.
And then, it will get worse for every additional day of practice.
I know because I tried it, multiple times.

Naturally, this process is accompanied by many other yogic results such as the arising of ecstatic conductivity and the experience of deep loving states that increment as well with practice.
It pretty much feels like trading longevity for yogic realization.

Obviously, I do not claim to unveil completely the mystery of this physiological process because well... we're all phyisically different, but I feel compelled by my personal experience to inspire caution into the hearts of the seekers.
Edited by - Vimala on Nov 28 2018 07:13:04 AM
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Christi
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 Posted - Nov 28 2018 :  09:26:08 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Visit Christi's Homepage  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
quote:

I'm not currently experiencing any of those problems. I'm perfectly fine.

But I experienced them in the past and I found their manifestation to be positively correlated with the physical symptoms of the natural movement of semen into the bladder caused by meditation.
I had to figure out how to stop this process that -once established- has a sort of self-renewing quality.

Although there is no known relationship between retrograde ejaculation and either decreased libido or hair loss, it's known that an excessive sexual activity may have a detrimental effect on health that can manifest with such symptoms.
For example, if you have 6 or more ejaculations every day for months, that may be an issue for your body, depending on your constitution.

Since certain meditation methods dramatically enhance the manifestation of this process, I cannot say that they help to progress through this stage. Pranayamas, mudras and bandhas are even worse.

For example, I can tell now (that I'm perfectly fine, according to my physician) that if I start a regime of DM, I will experience natural vajroli in 3 days. If I add the practice of spinal breathing, I will experience it tonight.
And then, it will get worse for every additional day of practice.
I know because I tried it, multiple times.

Naturally, this process is accompanied by many other yogic results such as the arising of ecstatic conductivity and the experience of deep loving states that increment as well with practice.
It pretty much feels like trading longevity for yogic realization.

Obviously, I do not claim to unveil completely the mystery of this physiological process because well... we're all phyisically different, but I feel compelled by my personal experience to inspire caution into the hearts of the seekers.


Hi Vimala,

What I am concerned about, is that you are experiencing something which is very rare, and which may have some unknown causes, and are presenting it as if it is the norm for spiritual practitioners and to be expected. I began experiencing retrograde ejaculation when I was around 18 years old and practicing tantric sexual techniques when I was around 21 years old. That was over 30 years ago. In all that time I have never come across someone else who reports the experience that you are reporting. In fact, in almost every case, the exact opposite is experienced. People report less energy loss, increased libido, the sudden ability to experience multiple orgasms, ecstasy, increased vitality and so on.

Obviously with any experience there will be a range of experiences between different people, with a bell curve being generated on the spectrum of possible experiences. Most people will be around the middle, but a few will be on either end. It sounds as if you are at one of the extreme ends of the bell curve in terms of your experiences.

There is a tenuous relationship between losing excessive semen and hair loss. This is because semen contains zinc and zinc is one of the minerals used in the production of hair cells. But a healthy diet will contain enough zinc for this not to be an issue. This is why I would recommend seeing a medical doctor or even a nutritionist, to look at whether there could be other issues going on, such as your diet could be deficient in zinc.

The stage of semen being passed in the urine, is just that, a stage. It is something that we move beyond as the process of the nectar cycle moves higher up in the body and soma and amrita begin to be produced. If you avoid spiritual practices such as meditation and pranayama, then it is unlikely that you will move through this stage to the higher stages in the cycle. That is not to say that it could not happen as there can be a kind of "fly wheel effect" where previous momentum can carry us forward for a while. But it is unlikely. So, I would caution against avoiding spiritual practices simply to avoid experiencing semen in your bladder.

And certainly sexual practices should not be taken to excess. For a man, I would advise not ejaculating more than once a week (whether normal or retrograde) and once every two weeks as a maximum would be better.

Christi



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Vimala
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 Posted - Nov 28 2018 :  10:35:20 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Christi,

quote:
Originally posted by Christi


What I am concerned about, is that you are experiencing something which is very rare, and which may have some unknown causes, and are presenting it as if it is the norm for spiritual practitioners and to be expected.
[...]


I'm not interested in building a new paradigm to describe this process and I'm not presenting this as something to be expected 100% of the time.
But it's still a possibility.

The mark of a healthy sexual vitality for a male is... the morning erection which appears without sexual thoughts. I'd say that if you lose that with meditation, it's better to stop doing meditation and try another route.

quote:
Originally posted by Christi



There is a tenuous relationship between losing excessive semen and hair loss. This is because semen contains zinc and zinc is one of the minerals used in the production of hair cells. But a healthy diet will contain enough zinc for this not to be an issue. This is why I would recommend seeing a medical doctor or even a nutritionist, to look at whether there could be other issues going on, such as your diet could be deficient in zinc.



My hairs are fine. Normal sexual activity doesn't affect my hairs. I don't think it's about fluids. Well, maybe this specific symptom has more to do with internal winds movement: according to the commentaries of Lahiri Mahasaya, pranayama may have this effect.

I'm just guessing, of course.

quote:
Originally posted by Christi


So, I would caution against avoiding spiritual practices simply to avoid experiencing semen in your bladder.

[...]



There are other forms of meditation that doesn't have such bad effects.

quote:
Originally posted by Christi


And certainly sexual practices should not be taken to excess. For a man, I would advise not ejaculating more than once a week (whether normal or retrograde) and once every two weeks as a maximum would be better.


It depends on age and constitution, imho.
Normal sexual activity doesn't have negative effects on me.

thank you for your replies!
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Christi
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 Posted - Nov 28 2018 :  4:19:00 PM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Visit Christi's Homepage  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Vimala,

quote:

The mark of a healthy sexual vitality for a male is... the morning erection which appears without sexual thoughts. I'd say that if you lose that with meditation, it's better to stop doing meditation and try another route.


That could be quite a dangerous assumption to make, as it assumes that the signs of a healthy sexual functioning in males does not change over time and with the progression of the spiritual transformation.

As sexual functioning changes in the body, it can become less about the lower centres and sexual organs and more about a process of continual orgasm rising up through the body to the crown. This is related to the production of amrita in the higher centres.

So, if you find that you wake up without an erection, don't worry, it could be a sign that good things are happening.

Christi
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Vimala
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 Posted - Nov 29 2018 :  02:32:23 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Christi,

quote:
Originally posted by Christi

That could be quite a dangerous assumption to make, as it assumes that the signs of a healthy sexual functioning in males does not change over time and with the progression of the spiritual transformation.

As sexual functioning changes in the body, it can become less about the lower centres and about the sexual organs and more about a process of continual orgasm rising up through the body to the crown. This is related to the production of amrita in the higher centres.

So, if you find that you wake up without an erection, don't worry, it could be a sign that good things are happening.



In my previous post I pointed out at the circumstances of meditation taking away the signs of healthy sexual vitality. Naturally, there are other causes which may temporarily or permanently affect the sexual functions and, in my opinion none of them is really desirable. But if one can determine that meditation is the cause, well...

My current understanding of spiritual transformations is based on my personal experience and as it may diverge from other's experiences, the conclusions can be different as well.
For example, in your post you mentioned a specific phenomenon which is orgasmic sensations rising up through the body to the crown: to me, it sounds literally impossible that one can go through such an experience without having -at least- an internal discharge of semen into the bladder during the 24 hrs human cycle, following this manifestation. This discharge causes the urine to appear foamy, turbid, not transparent.

And there's a portion of my mind that absolutely wants to ask you, how do you know that you're not experiencing an internal discharge of this sort? That would require a 24 hrs monitoring, and generally people don't do that for a multitude of reasons.

Edited by - Vimala on Dec 01 2018 03:58:54 AM
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Christi
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quote:
For example, in your post you mentioned a specific phenomenon which is orgasmic sensations rising up through the body to the crown: to me, it sounds literally impossible that one can go through such an experience without having -at least- an internal discharge of semen into the bladder during the 24 hrs human cycle, following this manifestation. This discharge causes the urine to appear foamy, not transparent.


Hi Vimala,

Yes, as we progress on the path, the natural sexual functioning of the body changes and the body becomes fully orgasmic 24/7. This does involve sexual fluids being drawn up into the bladder, continuously throught the day. In the beginning, this would be seen in the urine, but in the later stages it is not seen, as the sexual fluids are re-absorbed into the body. This is the case for both men and women.

With a healthy diet, there are no negative side-effects of this happening. The body becomes intoxicated and flooded with ecstasy throughout the day. Drops of ecstatic liquid can be felt dripping from the crown of the head. It is a stage on the path to awakening.

You may find this lesson useful:

Lesson T25 - Sri Vidya - The Fruition of Tantra


"But where does it all lead? What is the end of tantra? What is its fruition? In the main lessons, and here in the tantra lessons also, we have discussed the union of our inner polarities as being the end of all our yoga practice. There are many ways to describe this process - as many ways as there are spiritual traditions in the world. No matter how described, it is the same process of human spiritual transformation. On the level of our personal experience in the body it is the union of our blissful inner silence cultivated mainly in deep meditation, with our whole body ecstasy cultivated in spinal breathing and other pranayamas, mudras, bandhas and tantric sexual methods. On the level of tantric mythological metaphors it is the union of Shiva and Shakti, which corresponds to the direct experiences of silence and ecstasy just mentioned.

The rise of Shiva, Shakti and their final union everywhere within us make up the three stages of enlightenment - First, 24/7 inner silence. Second, 24/7 whole body ecstasy. And third, 24/7 ecstatic bliss, the joining of the divine polarities of silence and ecstasy, yielding an endless outpouring of divine love, which is unity. (24/7 means 24 hours per day, 7 days per week) If you imagine the rise of a conscious ecstatic resonance vibrating in every atom of your body, occurring between every nucleus and its surrounding electrons, you will have an idea of the depth of the transformation. It is an unending cosmic orgasm within every cell and atom in us." [Yogani]


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 Posted - Nov 29 2018 :  04:27:33 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Christi.

quote:
Originally posted by Christi


Yes, as we progress on the path, the natural sexual functioning of the body changes and the body becomes fully orgasmic 24/7. This does involve sexual fluids being drawn up into the bladder, continuously throught the day. In the beginning, this would be seen in the urine, but in the later stages it is not seen, as the sexual fluids are re-absorbed into the body. This is the case for both men and women.

With a healthy diet, there are no negative side-effects of this happening. The body becomes intoxicated and flooded with ecstasy throughout the day. Drops of ecstatic liquid can be felt dripping from the crown of the head. It is a stage on the path to awakening.


I can't deny the reality of ecstatic spiritual transformations of this sort as I have experienced some of them on myself, but I've always found discrepancies between what "should happen" and what "actually happens".

For example, it makes sense that at a certain point, with all of those interesting things going on, the bladder completely manifests the ability to absorb semen, but the reality is not consistent with theory.
A practitioner may say that since he experiences this and that (nectars, pleasurable sensations, etc...), as a consequence it must be true that the bladder is now absorbing semen.
But unless one physically observe each and every one of his urines (1)through the medium of a transparent glass (2) during the cycle of 24 hrs (which constitutes the natural human cycle), his assumptions are based uniquely on a theoretical perspective.

This precise theoretical perspective I've found to be inconsistent whith what actually happens.
I've never talked to anyone who physically tested this with a scientific approach as I did.

Therefore, it's rational for me to assume that this approach to spiritual practice may be harmful to some degree and to a (supposed) minority of practitioners -if not to everyone-.

Since in this area we're all responsibles for ourselves, no matter what has been suggested to us by other practitioners, it would be foolish for me to go through a physically debilitating stage sustained solely by the hope that it may eventually end some day.
Obviously, other practitioners may find themselves in different perspectives: here I'm talking about myself and my experiences.

It is possible to avoid the manifestation of orgasmic sensations (which are IME always associated with vajroli) and to proceed to a stage of deep love. That is done fundamentally by actively avoiding deep trance-like oblivious states and avoiding clinging to tactile sensations in the body. Meditation can be performed on the basis of emotion itself to achieve states of love intoxication where it's impossible to contemplate any of the painful human emotions. There's still sexual vitality and the sexual desire is as strong as usual, but somehow less interesting than pure love.
It's not orgasmic bliss: it's love bliss and it feels much better.
It's not that difficult to achieve, but it proves challenging to stabilize.


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Hi Vimala,

quote:
But unless one physically observe each and every one of his urines (1)through the medium of a transparent glass (2) during the cycle of 24 hrs (which constitutes the natural human cycle), his assumptions are based uniquely on a theoretical perspective.


We only urinate a few times each day, so there are only a few occasions when we would need to observe things to know if there was semen in the urine or not. It is not that hard, but also does not matter. With a healthy diet it does not make any difference if the sexual fluids are expelled with the urine or absorbed by the bladder. It is simply an irrelevant aspect of life.

Orgasmic bliss can also be called whole body ecstasy and is a stage on the path. It forms a part of the cultivation of permanently abiding divine love, unity and freedom, which are higher stages.

You may find this lesson useful:

Lesson 113 - Bliss, Ecstasy and Divine Love

As a general note though, everyone is in charge of their own spiritual practice and has to find what works best for them. As you have discovered, cultivating particular states of consciousness is easy when we reach a certain stage in practice, but stabilizing them and making them a natural part of our life, can be more challenging.

Sometimes on the path, we simply have to weather the storms and move through what we fear. Putting up with a bit of discomfort at times can also be a part of the path. It is through the cultivation of whole body ecstasy and bliss and the merging that takes place between the two, that we reach a stable state of divine love 24/7.

It's always your call though!

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No more AYP for me because retrograde spermatorrhea is way too scary. And in addition, there are no solid evidences that it's a stage of the path and not a deliberately cultivated permanent condition.

Anyway, there's one last bit of information that I want to share here for those who find themselves in troubles: how to heal.
Actually, it's more appropriate to say "how to let the body heal itself".
Consult your physician before trying this.

The body has the tendency and the power to heal itself.
The tricky part is that as long as retrograde spermatorrhea isn't artificially interrupted for a period of -at least- 24 hrs, it won't stop: it's like a self-renewing illness.
The external events that trigger the manifestation of retrograde spermatorrhea are:
1)eating
2)sleeping
3)meditation
4)sex

The prerequisite is to avoid meditation and sex for the recovery period.
The method is simply to fast (don't eat anything) and avoid sleep for 24 hrs.

Then, retrograde spermatorrhea won't manifest and the body enters the recovery period in which it's important to avoid meditation and sex. The minimum recovery period is 1 week.

Edited by - Vimala on Nov 29 2018 2:18:44 PM
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Hi Vamila,

quote:
No more AYP for me because retrograde spermatorrhea is way too scary. And in addition, there are no solid evidences that it's a stage of the path and not a deliberately cultivated permanent condition.


It is true that there is no solid evidence that what you are experiencing is a stage on the path. But, there is a great deal of circumstantial evidence. After all, yoga has been practiced by millions of people over a period of thousands of years. If yoga caused people's hair to fall out, then the world would be full of bald yogis! Even if it just caused some people's hair to fall out, we would know about it by now. Enough people alive today can feel the inner winds and the effects of the inner winds on themselves and others, to know how they work and what they do, at every stage on the path.

On the subject of loss of sexual desire, have you ever heard a saint complaining that they lost their sexual desire? Can you find any reference to a saint complaining that they lost their sexual desire? There is a reason that there are no complaints, because it is simply not an issue. Sometimes on the path, we need to have faith, based on the experience of others who have gone before us.

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 Posted - Dec 01 2018 :  03:16:43 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Christi,

I think we should consider to agree to disagree at this point because this starts to look like an endless cycle.

Edited by - Vimala on Dec 01 2018 4:41:21 PM

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I have 2 practical questions regarding this topic.

Q1: does automatic vajroli manifest for any women wether she has never done meditation, tantra or other esoteric practices or does it require special training to also transform sexual energy for a women

Q2: for men, it is not clear to me that really semen is in-jaculated or vajroli transformed, where is the proof

After all maybe the sexual excitation is just about to reflexology or distance trigger another effect along the sushumna or central channel. This effect or experience seems to be attained by coupling or entering through other zones or main chakra or techniques. Of course, the sexual approach is vey strong and efficient if one does not ejaculate or whatever happens to a women (my first question).

Most of our bodies are similar on biology wether women or men except the genital parts and glands but at the end, for a yogi or yogini once cleared or opened or initiated the experience should be the same beyond duality.
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quote:
Originally posted by selfonlypath



Q2: for men, it is not clear to me that really semen is in-jaculated or vajroli transformed, where is the proof



To be honests, we can't really be 100% sure that the turbid urine that we observe contains semen...

The important part is to make sure that this symptom doesn't last, in my opinion.
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Hi Selfonlypath,

quote:
Q1: does automatic vajroli manifest for any women wether she has never done meditation, tantra or other esoteric practices or does it require special training to also transform sexual energy for a women


I have never heard of a woman experiencing natural vajroli, without practicing yoga for a long time first. It usually happens only at advanced stages of practice. It is usually combined with other symptoms such as the production of a beautiful auroma, the tasting of a sweet sensation in the mouth and a minty sensation in the belly etc.

That is not to say that it could not happen without spiritual practices. In theory it certainly could, just as a kundalini awakening could happen for a woman without any spiritual practices being used.

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quote:
Originally posted by Vimala

quote:
Originally posted by selfonlypath



Q2: for men, it is not clear to me that really semen is in-jaculated or vajroli transformed, where is the proof



To be honests, we can't really be 100% sure that the turbid urine that we observe contains semen...

The important part is to make sure that this symptom doesn't last, in my opinion.


Hi Vimala,

If you are not sure if it is semen or not and you are concerned, then see a doctor. Doctors can test uring samples for the presence of semen.

best wishes,

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Sorry I'm not english speaking so would like to know exactly what does mean physically sexual essence in this teaching of yogani https://www.aypsite.com/T60.html on natural vajroli.


Does semen or fluid generated by other glands are considered as sexual essence in this context wether a male and a female ?

Unless i' wrong, the male besides semen which is not supposed to not even flow through deferent channels do have other fluid-gland generator, namely seminal vesical prostate Cowper's gland. For the women, other gland and fluid generator, namely Skene Bartholin cervix.

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quote:
Sorry I'm not english speaking so would like to know exactly what does mean physically sexual essence in this teaching of yogani https://www.aypsite.org/T60.html on natural vajroli.

Does semen or fluid generated by other glands are considered as sexual essence in this context wether a male and a female ?

Unless i' wrong, the male besides semen which is not supposed to not even flow through deferent channels do have other fluid-gland generator, namely seminal vesical prostate Cowper's gland. For the women, other gland and fluid generator, namely Skene Bartholin cervix.



Hi Selfonlypath

The term "essence" can mean an extract, a concentrate, a distillate, an elixir, a tincture, a dilution and so on...

In the sense that it is used in that lesson, the meaning is that something is being taken from the physical sexual substances and is being drawn up through the body into the higher centres in a process that culminates in ecstatic bliss and divine love. So, we are looking at an extraordinary process that occurs to both yogis and to yoginis (both men and women) at an advanced stage of the path.

And yes, the whole process is complex. Sexual physical substances in males are produced in a number of different places in the pelvis and the same is true for women. The process becomes more complex as it rises up into the solar plexus, as different forms of prana are added from a number of different sources, before the whole process rises up from there into the head. Even then, it does not become any more simple, with both physical and etheric substances being produced in different regions and centres of the head, and falling from there back down to the torso, to be re-absorbed.

The easiest way (and possibly the only way) to understand the whole process, is to experience it directly and for that, an effective yogic practice is necessary. AYP is one such practice.

On the spiritual path, it is useful to let go of ideas such as "this should happen" or "that should not happen". When an apple tree is growing, it puts a lot of energy into producing the trunk of the tree and the branches and twigs and to sending roots down into the earth. So we could say that it is supposed to be putting energy into these things. But then, one year, suddenly something amazing happens. It produces blossom. And then the blossom falls off and it looks like it had no purpose, other than to look beautiful. But then several months later, the apples appear. Then they fall and new apple trees come up.

It is only when we see the whole process that we can say what is supposed to happen and when.

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Hi selfonlypath,

To clarify this particular point, it's important to explain things starting from what meditators actually observe and experience.

There's the experience of retrograde ejaculation which is followed by the release of turbid, foamy urine on the next urination. This is one thing and it's called spermaturia.

Then, there's the experience of passing turbid, foamy urines in periods in which there's no sexual activity at all. The manifesting cause of this symptom is the practice of trance-like meditation.
Since this urine looks exactly like the urine passed after a retrograde, we tend to assume that this is again spermaturia.
But none can be sure of that, unless a urinalysis is performed.

For example, you can read this article https://grapegate.com/resources/urine-sediment/ that talks about lymphatic glands detoxification with photoes of urines with sediments that look like post-retrograde ejaculation urines. They claim that the whitish substance comes from the kidneys and it's not spermaturia.

Since we don't know for sure and most people don't really care about investigating this phenomenon, the best we can hope is that this symptom is -at least- temporary.
In my experience, it's not temporary ...unless one undertakes the simple process to cure himself that I've described in this thread.

And I believe that those who claim that this is just a stage, they're simply not aware of what's going on in their bodies because for them it just doesn't matter.
Edited by - Vimala on Dec 02 2018 11:40:26 AM
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Merci beaucoup Christi for your clear answer.

Unless I'm wrong, even for a male able to reach non-ejaculatory orgasm there can be health issues because the generated winds or vayus might not do a right job if not properly instructed by an authentic yoga school. It gets worse for a male with partial ejaculation because I guess part of the transmuted energy might not go to the right place plus you loose partial energy due to semen loss.

With female, there is an advantage to not have energy loss during orgasm since there is no need to manipulate or suffer the semen issue. However the female might has the same problem as above, namely the female orgasm creating some health issues due to partial incorrect wind management. Energy goes in a place where we are not ready to experience then we get wounded, ungrounded and maybe sick later.

It is like we generate a special circuit but if not managed correctly, it creates more disorder on esoteric level which then re-induce more physical disorders due to incorrect absorption of the experience. I guess this is why AYP teaches to stay in-front the orgasm to cultivate wether male or female, maybe it is like an homeopathy approach or self-pacing approach.

However I notice you refer to the unique case of this sexual energy going through the sushumna but how about female orgasm or male non-ejaculatory orgasm to irradiate and clean the non-dual channels, nadis... is there any lessons from Yogani addressing this alternate path to strengthen the vessel before engaging into the more serious kundalini awakening ?

Albert
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quote:
Originally posted by selfonlypath

Merci beaucoup Christi for your clear answer.

Unless I'm wrong, even for a male able to reach non-ejaculatory orgasm there can be health issues because the generated winds or vayus might not do a right job if not properly instructed by an authentic yoga school. It gets worse for a male with partial ejaculation because I guess part of the transmuted energy might not go to the right place plus you loose partial energy due to semen loss.

With female, there is an advantage to not have energy loss during orgasm since there is no need to manipulate or suffer the semen issue. However the female might has the same problem as above, namely the female orgasm creating some health issues due to partial incorrect wind management. Energy goes in a place where we are not ready to experience then we get wounded, ungrounded and maybe sick later.

It is like we generate a special circuit but if not managed correctly, it creates more disorder on esoteric level which then re-induce more physical disorders due to incorrect absorption of the experience. I guess this is why AYP teaches to stay in-front the orgasm to cultivate wether male or female, maybe it is like an homeopathy approach or self-pacing approach.

However I notice you refer to the unique case of this sexual energy going through the sushumna but how about female orgasm or male non-ejaculatory orgasm to irradiate and clean the non-dual channels, nadis... is there any lessons from Yogani addressing this alternate path to strengthen the vessel before engaging into the more serious kundalini awakening ?

Albert


Hi Albert,

The AYP Tantra lessons do specify that the aim is to stay well in front of orgasm, rather than attempting to cultivate non-ejaculatory orgasms. This is the case for both men and women, but is less important for women as they lose less energy through orgasm.

The AYP practices are all purification practices and help to prepare the vessel for this whole process to occur. In fact this process will occur even without any tantric sexual practices being used. It will happen to both men and women, when the body is purified enough.

The process of Spinal Breathing Pranayama purifies the first 6 chakras (root to ajna). These chakras are connected to every nadi in the body and to every other chakra and so, purifying these energy centres and the central nerve (shushumna), by default, will purify every other aspect of the subtle neurobiology. Only when the subtle neurobiology reaches a certain stage of purity, will kundalini awaken and the process of the nectar cycle and the production of amrita begin.

If tantric sexual practices are used on their own, as a stand alone practice, then it is really all-bets-off as no direction is being given to the flows of prana. Tantric sexual practices should really only be used in addition to a full-scope yogic practice.

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 Posted - Dec 02 2018 :  3:00:56 PM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Vimala,

Let's take the first example of male has classic ejaculatory orgasm, after say 2 hours he then goes to urinate in a glass, how should the urine appear visually ?

Now let's take the second example of a male experiencing a non-ejaculatory orgasm, again after say 2 hours he then goes to urinate in a glass, how should the urine appear visually ?

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Hi Albert,

quote:
Originally posted by selfonlypath


Let's take the first example of male has classic ejaculatory orgasm, after say 2 hours he then goes to urinate in a glass, how should the urine appear visually ?

Now let's take the second example of a male experiencing a non-ejaculatory orgasm, again after say 2 hours he then goes to urinate in a glass, how should the urine appear visually ?


The circumstances of having ejaculatory sex doesn't affect the composition of urines. Urine in a glass appears transparent. It means that while you're holding the glass full of urine, you can see your fingers and the bathroom through the glass.

If a retrograde ejaculation occurred, urine in a glass appears turbid and foamy. Not transparent. It means that while you're holding the glass full of urine, you can't see your fingers and the bathroom through the glass.


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Hi Vimala,

The reason I did ask for the first case (ejaculatory orgasm with no urine during 2 hours) was to imagine a case of some stuck semen in urethra after ejaculation would partially or slightly affect the transparency... i'm bit surprised you say it should be fully transparent in that case but you might be right.

As for the second case, do you agree that if male has non-ejaculatory orgasm with no retrograde to bladder, then after 2 hours or many hours before urinating again the glass should stay transparent ?

Albert
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Hi selfonlypath,

quote:
Originally posted by selfonlypath


The reason I did ask for the first case (ejaculatory orgasm with no urine during 2 hours) was to imagine a case of some stuck semen in urethra after ejaculation would partially or slightly affect the transparency... i'm bit surprised you say it should be fully transparent in that case but you might be right.


There might be some semen stucked in the urethra in certain cases and it could slightly affect transparency, but not as much as a full retrograde. We're talking about tiny particles: the appearance is still that of an overall transparent fluid.


quote:
Originally posted by selfonlypath


As for the second case, do you agree that if male has non-ejaculatory orgasm with no retrograde to bladder, then after 2 hours or many hours before urinating again the glass should stay transparent ?


The practice of edging and tantric pre-orgasmic sex with no external ejaculations leads over time -if not immediately- and inevitably to a condition that could be spermaturia in which semen is found in the urine. Spermaturia naturally happens at the beginning of puberty for males and it's reported for around 50% of males.
It's a natural response of the organism that needs to get rid of excess fluids.

If a male has non-ejaculatory orgasm with no retrograde to the bladder, the symptoms that could be associated with spermaturia manifest during the 24 hrs following the practice. 24 hrs represents the basic cycle of human beings in which the biological system passes through the different balancing stages and processes of the day.

If a male remains pre-orgasmic, he can spend many days without noticing anything in his urines, but the symptoms will eventually manifest after some time and, after the first manifestation, it'll start to appear during the 24 hrs following the sexual act as the body natural response to excessive fluids.

We can't be sure that it's spermaturia because I'm not aware of performed urinalysises in those cases.

As I mentioned in a previous post, there are those who associate the phenomenon with a purification of the lymphatic system: in practical terms, the whithish substance could come from the kidneys.




Edited by - Vimala on Dec 03 2018 08:34:55 AM
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quote:
Originally posted by Vimala
The external events that trigger the manifestation of retrograde spermatorrhea are:
1)eating
2)sleeping
3)meditation
4)sex

The prerequisite is to avoid meditation and sex for the recovery period.

Hi Vimala,

I've been re-reading some of your posts, the rationale but I'm more and more confused. Unless i'm wrong, you seem to have experienced, discovered that in fact wether meditation or non-ejaculatory sex generates semen in bladder then urine non-transparent. You also said that eating and sleeping would trigger as well retrograde spermotorrhea, non-transparent urine... What I do not understand, it seems that wether we do meditation, tantrik sex or other simple activities (sleep, eat) then the urine are not clear in your vessel.

Just found an old post, it seems the first post of yours where already in 2013 you were inquiring or doubting or fearing the sperm in urine http://www.aypsite.com/forum/

I'm not advanced yogi, meditator... but I'm quite lost, feel some contradiction in your info and seriously wonder if the explanation is of another nature than side-effects of tantra.

Maybe you should follow Christi wisdom advice to have your urine check by lab analysis. After all, you say to have method to heal the issue so you could temporarily trigger the issue then have medical test lab verify during 48 hours scan what are exactly the content affecting the transparency of your urine. Once test are done, you would apply the self-healing method to resume safely.

Just my 2 cents, Albert
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Hi selfonlypath,

think of the condition as active or inactive. When it's active, there are triggering events (sleeping, eating, etc...): that's why I mentioned the common ones.
What put the condition in the active state is either tantric practices or meditation.

In the old post of 2013 I had different hypothesis and I was puzzled by the event. I was assured that the appearance of semen in urine in vajroli is temporary, but it's not: I think that since the old post was in 2013, we can both convene that enough time has passed for me to see if it resolves by itself.

Recently, I discovered the theories of the naturopath Robert Morse who has a youtube channel (https://www.youtube.com/user/robertmorsend). He theorizes that the kidneys have a special function to filter the lymphatic system: he says that once this higher function is activated by a healthy diet and spirituality, one will start to pass mucus-like substances and sediments in urine. He observes that this phenomeon is not a temporary stage of purification, but something that repeats every day as the body needs to get rid of waste material.

It's possible to find dozens of youtube videos of people who experience this condition. Here's a few examples. Notice that in some videos, the fluid had some time to sediment.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PrWPKOWd_fg&t=70s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5P9fPS7TvGA&t=48s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6G0ZbyaCDW4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PBLbEhLt7m8&t=109s

That's how your post retrograde ej. urination looks like, especially in video 1.

There are a few points to be addressed:

1)
the first one is that I don't really need a special diet to get there and those people in the Morse community generally say that the diet alone didn't work: they had to do some meditation.

2)
the second one is that in AYP teachings, this is a stage that is supposed to pass... but, ok... let just say that there's not really a crowd of people confirming this experience in AYP forum. Rather, there are a lot of people outside of this community that claim the opposite: that the condition is permanent.

My conclusions are that this condition is produced by certain types of meditation. I don't know for sure what it is, but it's probably permanent, not difficult to achieve and IME not beneficial (there are those who reported hair loss even in the Morse community).
You can call it natural vajroli or kidneys detox: it's the same thing.

Maybe we just need some science on this.
But I don't really need to induce this condition in my body again to test what the substance is ...since I'm not interested in hazardous meditation experiments and there are plenty of people who are experiencing this and can do the test. BTW, my urine has been tested recently and I'm perfectly fine, no strange sediments, etc...
Edited by - Vimala on Dec 06 2018 06:11:04 AM
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 Posted - Dec 06 2018 :  07:05:55 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Visit Christi's Homepage  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Vimala,

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In the old post of 2013 I had different hypothesis and I was puzzled by the event. I was assured that the appearance of semen in urine in vajroli is temporary, but it's not: I think that since the old post was in 2013, we can both convene that enough time has passed for me to see if it resolves by itself.


I can confirm for you that the appearance of sexual fluids in the urine, as a result of the process of automatic vajroli is temporary. It does not last forever. In my own case it lasted for around 15 years, but I do not remember exactly.

The length of time that it lasts for is a direct result of two things. The level of purification of your subtle neurobiology and the effectiveness of the spiritual practices that you are using. So, it will vary greatly from person to person.

Yogani discusses the process involved in moving beyond this stage here:

https://www.aypsite.com/forum/


"Regarding the upward ecstatic flow, there can be plateaus in that like any other aspect of yoga. You could be plateaued between natural physical vajroli without much contrasting upward ecstatic flow (most semen remaining in the urine) and physical vajroli with ongoing upward ecstatic flow (most semen being absorbed up through the neurobiology with little expelled in urine after half an hour or so). With a continuation of your practices, and keeping active in-between, you will inevitably move beyond any plateau. However, this would not mean a permanent loss of ability to ejaculate externally. Unless it does, of course. Yogis and yoginis come in all flavors, and there are those who would just as soon move beyond external sexual function entirely. They may be found in ashrams and other cloistered environments, often with vows of celibacy." [Yogani]

In any case, it is not a relevant issue because the presence of sexual fluids in the urine, is not a medical issue. It is something that has been studied by the medical profession and they have concluded that there are no negative side effects, except in the rare case that I mentioned above, where someone has a zinc deficient diet.

It sounds as if you do experience the presence of something in your urine from time-to-time, but that you are not sure what it is, or where it is coming from? Secretions from the kidneys down into the bladder are not a part of the process of natural vajroli.

As you are healthy and well at the moment, my suggestion would be to do nothing for now. But if you do experience something in the future which concerns you, to get checked out by a doctor, to see if you can discover what is actually happening.

Obviously on this forum we are not qualified to give medical advice.

best wishes,

Christi
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Vimala
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 Posted - Dec 06 2018 :  10:19:43 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Christi,
thank you for sharing your experience.

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Originally posted by Christi


It sounds as if you do experience the presence of something in your urine from time-to-time, but that you are not sure what it is, or where it is coming from? Secretions from the kidneys down into the bladder are not a part of the process of natural vajroli.


At times, it was something rising from muladhara and at other times no inner movements were perceived.

I'm aware that secretions from the kidneys down to the bladder are not part of natural vajroli, but I don't assume that our perceptions of internal movements accurately describe the intricacies of what's really going on.
We use paradigms to talk about inner reality, just like the ancient yogis who devised dozens of different and incoherent chakra systems and methods of meditation.

Actually, I find the mere idea of practicing for years with semen being released into the bladder to be extremely uncomfortable to bear.
Maybe this is my limit, but yet I can't really imagine how Yogani could have gone through all of this without being worried as this was an entirely new ground: in that situation, I would have abandoned the practice.

IMHO, tt would feel much better to discover that it's just waste materials and mucus: I hope that scientific analysis will be done someday.
Edited by - Vimala on Dec 06 2018 12:16:44 PM
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Christi
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 Posted - Dec 06 2018 :  4:40:45 PM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Visit Christi's Homepage  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
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Actually, I find the mere idea of practicing for years with semen being released into the bladder to be extremely uncomfortable to bear.
Maybe this is my limit, but yet I can't really imagine how Yogani could have gone through all of this without being worried as this was an entirely new ground: in that situation, I would have abandoned the practice.

IMHO, tt would feel much better to discover that it's just waste materials and mucus: I hope that scientific analysis will be done someday.


Hi Vimala,

To be honest I have never experienced any discomfort from any aspect of the processes involved with the nectar cycle, including automatic vajroli. The early stages are a bit strange, but the higher stages involving the production of amrita at the crown chakra are very ecstatic and intoxicating.

As for Yogani, he was certainly not treading any new ground. People have been practising yoga for thousands of years, with many people going through the alchemical transformation and experiencing amrita. So, he was just following in the footsteps of the thousands who have gone before. Of course, not everyone can do it. There are many transformations that happen on the path, on the physical, emotional and mental levels and not everyone can cope with the whole process. There is a great deal that we have to let go of, during the process of awakening, including our ideas about what is supposed to happen. This is why enlightenment has always been for the few, rather than the many.

Christi

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Vimala
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 Posted - Dec 07 2018 :  6:14:24 PM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Christi,

I believe that there's still a lot of mystery around the potential of human mind and while many things are mentioned and possibly misinterpreted in ancient texts, the value of modern experience is invaluable.
For example, vajroli is mentioned very briefly in Shiva Samhita with little details and an high chance of being a fabulous invention of some ancient writers. To actually go through it and experience what it is, requires some bravery in my opinion.
Another question could be, is it true that Amrita promotes physichal rejuvenation?

I love the book "Roots of Yoga" which IMHO is very informative and gives a fresh perspective about the source of modern practices.

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 Posted - Dec 08 2018 :  2:19:17 PM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Visit Christi's Homepage  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Vamila,

This is an extract from the Shiva Samhita [14th-17th Century AD]:

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"Vajroli-mudra

Actuated by mercy for my devotees, I shall now explain the Vajroli-mudra, the destroyer of the darkness of the world, the most secret among all secrets.

Even while living according to his wish and without conforming to the regulations of Yoga, a householder can become emancipated, if he practices the Vajroli-mudra.

This Vajroli Yoga practice liberates, even when immersed in his senses; therefore it should be practiced by the Yogi with great care.

First, according to the proper methods, let the wise yogi bring into his own body the generative power from the female organ of generation, by absorption through the phallus; restraining his semen, let him practice copulation.

When his sexual power is aroused, let him move his phallus. If by chance the semen begins to move, let him stop its emission by the practice of the Yoni-mudra.

Let him withdraw the semen to the left, and withdraw from intercourse. After a while, let him continue it again.

Following the guidance of his instructor and by uttering the sound hum, hum, let him absorb through the contraction of the Apana Vayu, the creative elements of the yoni.

By means of this practice, the Yogi, worshipper of the lotus-feet of his Guru, should obtain quick success in Yoga and drink celestial nectar [amrita].

Know semen to be lunar and the seed is solar; let the Yogi unite them in his body [through this practice].

I [Shiva] am the semen, Sakti is the generative fluid; when they are [perfectly] combined in the body [through this practice], then the body of the Yogi becomes divine.

Ejaculation of semen brings death, preserving it within brings life. Therefore, one should make sure to retain the semen within.

One is born and dies through semen; in this there is no doubt. Knowing this, the Yogi must always preserve his semen.

When the precious jewel of semen is mastered, anything on earth can be mastered. Through the grace of its preservation, one becomes as great as me [Shiva].

The use of semen determines the happiness or pain of all beings living in the world, who are deluded [by desire] and are subject to death and decay.

This is the ultimate Yoga. Even though immersed in the world of the senses, one can reach perfection through its practice.

Without a doubt, through this practice the Yogi will acquire all kinds of powers, while at the same time enjoying the ecstasies of the world.
This Yoga can be practiced along with much enjoyment; therefore the Yogi should practice it.

... I [Shiva] have revealed this Yoga because of love for my devotees. It should be guarded well with the greatest care, and not be given to everybody.

It is the most secret of all secrets that ever were or shall be; therefore let the prudent Yogi guard it carefully."

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That is a pretty clear description of the tantric sexual processes involved with the holdback method and even includes a variation on the blocking method, using the eyes to momentarily reverse the apana vayu, rather than the fingers to block at the perineum.

It does not go into much detail about what happens, other than to say that a yogi who is successful at this will experience amrita and gain many powers. It does also say that mastery of this process will lead to perfection (siddha) and emancipation (moksha).

What is not mentioned here, is that the culmination of this process will only work for someone who has purified their body through the practices of pranayama and meditation. The process involves the production of amrita at the crown, which requires the crown chakra to be activated, purified and stable. And the activation of the crown chakra requires the first 6 chakras to be purified and stable.

At the same time, the whole process requires the yogi or yogini to be submerged in inner silence, to be stable and effective and to lead to liberation. So it is actually just one part of a much bigger process which is yoga.

It is not uncommon for the older texts to take one aspect of yoga and to present it as if it is sufficient on its own. Even today, that can still happen in some schools of yoga.

The text does say that the body will become divine, but does not say anything about physical rejuvenation. My experience is that people do not become younger. But they do become younger at heart and more loving, which is actually the real goal of yoga. It begins in the heart. Then the alchemical process moves all the way up through the body to the crown of the head. Then it ends in the heart.


Christi
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 Posted - Dec 08 2018 :  6:31:25 PM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
quote:
The text does say that the body will become divine, but does not say anything about physical rejuvenation. My experience is that people do not become younger. But they do become younger at heart and more loving, which is actually the real goal of yoga. It begins in the heart. Then the alchemical process moves all the way up through the body to the crown of the head. Then it ends in the heart.


As an old dog, so true! Christi, I no longer expel semen as my prostate has been removed, but my understanding is that even though I don?t physically lose semen, orgasm is still ?the little death? and loss is there, yes?
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 Posted - Dec 09 2018 :  05:40:12 AM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Visit Christi's Homepage  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Dogboy,

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As an old dog, so true! Christi, I no longer expel semen as my prostate has been removed, but my understanding is that even though I don?t physically lose semen, orgasm is still ?the little death? and loss is there, yes?


That depends. Once you are at the stage where you are able to feel the flows of energy in your body, then you can determine for yourself if you are losing prana or not. If you feel an energetic loss, then yes, you are losing prana. If you don't, then you aren't.

In the higher stages of the path, both yogis and yoginis are able to experience orgasm all of the time 24/7, without any energy loss. So, it really depends on the state of purifcation of your subtle neurobiology.

You may find this topic useful:

Q & A on automatic vajroli and the nectar cycle


Christi

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 Posted - Dec 09 2018 :  12:47:55 PM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Christi,

I believe that ancient Yoga Texts cannot be considered reliable instruction manuals for a number of reasons spanning from the abundant use of poetic images and repetitive refrains (es. "...conquer death and gain all Siddhis", etc...) with no purposes other than make the text more elegant to the obvious absence of a physical Guru. The limits of yoga texts were probably known to the authors themselves who instruct the seekers to find the Master of the art and receive instructions.

Far from giving excessive credit to the claims of those ancient poets, I believe that talentend individuals can conquer the Art in the modern age without a Guru. But for the same reasons that prevent me from blindly accept the dogmatic belief in the necessity of a physical master, I can reasonably consider that engaging the practices described is done at my own peril with no guarantee of them being perfectly safe methods.

It is known that there were many yoga systems and not even Patanjali's treatise was considered to be the bible of Yoga.
There were people getting sick doing pranayama and a lot of magic along the way.

Vajroli from the Shiva Samhita doesn't compare to a detailed AYP lesson: if it doesn't work, complain to Shiva, the author.

That should clarify my point as to why I beolieve that it requires bravery to investigate the yoga methods and how we are fortunate in having living yogis who practice those methods today.
The processes of the nectar cycle and the spiritual functions of the bladder are not described in ancient texts: we can even read tantric instructions that suggest the actual physical consumption of sexual fluids of the male and female combined in the yoni (vagina) after the coitus.

From my point of view, modern experience has more value than ancient scriptural compositions.
For example, a modern yogi could write a commentary of the Shiva Samhita... and that commentary would be more reliable than the actual medieval text.

But in the light of the discoveries of neurobiology, we know today that it's possible to stimulate an area of the brain with electricity and produce the vivid impression of someone touching a specific body part... and much more.
The conclusion is that our brain is very capable of deceiving itself when it comes to the description of internal processes and conditions: the fact that placebo effects must be taken into account when performing experiments stands witness to the power of the brain in self-deception.

Therefore, when I read accounts and descriptions of internal events written by spiritual practitioners (for example, the philocalia), I try to consider the physical manifestations that lead to specific conclusions. For example, a christian monk says that he experienced supramundane love because the Holy Spirit descended from God and enlightened his soul... and a Yogi says that he experienced supramundane love because he did certain energy practices and was blessed by the shakti of his Guru.

In my opinion, the nectar cycle described by Yogani and experienced by many practitioners is a real spiritual transformation, but I can't be sure of the details even if I experience it myself.
I believe that it's possible to experience a detox of the lymphatic system and believe that a discharge of semen into the bladder has taken place: consider for example, how close to the spine the kidneys are.

My attention is shifted from the "how" to the "what", so to speak: that's why it's relevant to me not to have bad side effects and know if something is supposed to pass or not.
This should clarify why I mentioned Robert Morse in a previous post.



quote:
Originally posted by Christi


The text does say that the body will become divine, but does not say anything about physical rejuvenation. My experience is that people do not become younger. But they do become younger at heart and more loving, which is actually the real goal of yoga.


I've read many refences to the throat chakra, kechari and amrita as being spiritual components producing longevity... that's why I asked.
Thank you for sharing your experience.
Edited by - Vimala on Dec 09 2018 12:53:19 PM
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 Posted - Dec 09 2018 :  2:24:13 PM  Show Profile  Email Poster  Visit Christi's Homepage  Edit Reply  Reply with Quote  View user's IP address  Get a Link to this Reply  Delete Reply
Hi Vimala,

I would certainly agree with you that the ancient texts are only of limited value. They are often incomplete in their descriptions and occasionally misleading. But they can be useful at times and a sourse of inspiration.

Much more valuable is a living teacher who has practised the techniques for him or herself, and experienced the fruits of the path.

You may find this lesson useful:

Lesson 57 - The Guru is in Me?

Christi