lateralus
USA
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Posted - Mar 19 2017 : 05:24:44 AM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Topic Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Message Delete Topic
"I" is the root of thought.
Yestarday I asked "what comes before thought",and the sense of "I" was/is lost. Not much is left now but inner silence and awareness.The sense of 'I' is very feint at best.
Everything being done,daily stuff,is without the sense of "I" in it now,and being done by awareness,which I'm having to conclude now is "me". I am awareness
The "I" had a sense of feel to it,as "I'm doing something". Now the feel is lost. Awareness has no feel. The body is doing,seeing,feeling as normal,but I'm like a bit away from it.I guess the associated "feel" to descibe would be detached. But comfortably detached
From my understanding,this is growing more into the witness. It's gonna take some time to integrate and settle into.Hopefully not too long.
Edited by - lateralus on Mar 19 2017 05:35:08 AM
Charliedog
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Ecdyonurus
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Posted - Mar 20 2017 : 03:51:06 AM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
Hi Lateralus, may I ask you what do you find "comfortable" in that "detachment"?
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lateralus
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Posted - Mar 20 2017 : 11:50:17 PM Show Profile Email Poster Edit Reply Reply with Quote View user's IP address Get a Link to this Reply Delete Reply
Right now it's just quiet inside. peaceful & warm. Being watched/observed.
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Ecdyonurus
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Thanks
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Blanche
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